Stuck In Between Two Guys, What Should I Do?

It’s a long story. We met back in the
myspace days, he lives in Nevada and I live
in Arizona not too far from eachother but
not too close either. We were 14 when we
started talking, we had a long distance
relationship and would talk to other people
because we thought the other one was a
fake profile. We finally broke up when we
were 16 but he would still tell me he loved
me, I started dating another guy but never
lost feelings for him. We met in person
when we were 17 and his brother and
sister would tell me that he still talked a lot
about me and that he was really inlove with
me but idk what to believe, I was still with
my boyfriend so he would text me and we
would talk for a good month and then
stopped, ive been with my bf for almost 3
years, were 19 now and even after all the
years he still tells me he loves me but ive
heard he’s a player and ive only seen him
in person once, i still have feelings for him
and im inlove with him more than my
boyfriend but im scared he might just be
playing me, my current boyfriend knows how I feel and that he was my first love so he doesn’t really say much about it but I wish he did. I also don’t know why I have feelings for him, we met knce and we live so far away from eachother but yet I still get excited even over a simple text :/ What should I do? Thank you
for your time.